Messages from Helen's memorial Guestbook
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May God be with Helen, and may she rest in peace.
There are som many thinks I would like to say, and it's so hard to find
appropiate words. I didn't know her personal, but only by knowing her through
the Internet, she gave the impression of being a very happy and joyful
person, also very full of life. And I'm very saddened by this incident,
I wish it had never happened, I wish I could have done something, and I
wish I could say something to help her family. May God be with her family,
and help them endure the pain they must feel.
God bless Helen and her family.
Edson Ochoa - UPA_Latin
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I didn't know Helen very well, but she will forever
be in my heart. My thoughts, prayers, and feelings are with her family,
and I wish them the strength to make it through this hard time.
Dan - UPA_Corran9
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May you shine bright
UPA_Leonardo
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Helen, I love you and I will always love you, agapi
mou. You will always have a place in my heart, and I will continue to learn
Greek. Helen, I know you are in Heaven now, and you are dancing on God's
Golden Streets. Helen, we will always miss you. I don't know what to say,
but I love you, and you will always exsist on this Earth in my heart. I
know you are watching over us, and I feel you smiling at me. Agapi mou,
it is sad that it had to end this way, if i had a choice it would have
never ended. I will build a shrine for you on the Phantom Site, you deserve
that much. I wish so badly that I could attend your funeral, but sadly
I can't due to distance and school. May God Rest Your Soul, and I look
forward to seeing you when I pass away. Save a dance for me, moro mou,
I will join you on the golden streets in it's due time. Lord, bless this
soul, and bless her family. It is very hard to lose any freind, especially
someone as special as Helen. Father, have mercy on us all. Helen, I love
you, and I look forward to rejoining you. Until that time, I love you,
and Good bye my love.
Squall
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A Girl of cheers, a Girl of Joy was taken from us,
this is a great loss, but I know that I will not forget Helen. The nice,
polite and exciting person she is...it's the memories that keep her alive
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*Salutes*
Rest in Peace Helen !
Tobias Erlbacher - UPA_Erly
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Those golden wings outshine the others and she soars
above the rest.
Peace out ¤§¤ ¤K¤
Jay Scholfield UPA_Vampie
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Tis a sad day for all...that your presence does not
grace the Zone. Your kind words will be missed. Helen, God has received
a precious person into his kindgom. What a good Wing she was to have...I
never lost fight because of her lack of skills..just mine....Goodbye Sweet
Friend and Comrade in Flight
Matthew Robert Jacopec - UPA_RareMerc
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God speed to a better place...
Jase Nichols - UPA_EvilEwok
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i remember when she first came to upa.. she was a
cadet i was an ensign. she is a captain now ; I'm still an ensign. She
first told me she'd be happy to kick my butt in xwa because our countries
(sorry "governments") are kind of opponents. but then she said when she
saw the quake here in Turkey on TV she changed her mind.i know this is
irrevelant right now but she taught me kind of not "to judge the book by
the cover" besides other things. tonight i think ... i cant think anything
. i want to say more but my hands fail me.
These are the "Matomena Xomata" (i guess it's how it's
spelled in greek) you don't belong here. Someday we will join you... goodbye
my greek friend.
Baran Kayhan - UPA_deviL (i wish i could be your angel)
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What can I say...another bloody tradedgy...another
jumble of words...another sad day for the Zone :o(
I saw Pamela many times, but I never had the chance to
speak to her...I could, indeed am kicking myself for not making more of
an effort, and I know that she will be sadly missed...
I really don't know what else to say...these guestbooks
are becoming more and more frequent, and that worries me...but I still
have trouble thinking of things to say :o(
Peace out
Scott Hudson - KV_D_Crusher
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im still shocked of what happened and like Latin
i cant find words to describe the anguish that i feel upon helen leaving
us 4ever. i also didnt know her in real life but i knew here ever since
she was in internet gaming and i can tell ya, she was a wonderfull person,
kind,energetic and fun to be with. Helen, hope where ever u go u shall
find peace and harmony. farewell Pam. remember u will always be with us
in our memories
godbless u and your family. but most importantly
REST IN PEACE ~¤§¤~
N.T.D - Shadow (BOSS_SoulReaver)
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We've never met so often Helen... But it was always
good to c ya around. U always had a cheerful thought. I'll miss you for
sure. We'll meet again someday... But now, I feel like somethin' missin'
in my heart... Too bad U had to go so soon... C ya Helen.
D. Joyeuse - KV_D_Wild_Bunny
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I didn't know her as well as other such as Squall,
but the times I did talk with her I could tell that she was special. Hellen
was a genuine good hearted person that did not deserve her fate. Looking
back, I cherish the times we flew togeather (and against oneanother) because
I realize that there are too few people like her in this world. And if
Leonardo permits, I too would like to dedicate my first Gold Star to her
memory. My prayres go to her family...God bless her spirit.
Jordan Ardanaz - UPA_Whiplash
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Heaven gained another angel, this mournful night.
streangth be with her family to help them through this tough time. rest
in peace helen, and a small star wars contribution,
May The Force Be With You, always
Robert Holmes - UPA_Corran71
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The world has lost a truly great person. My best
wishes and prayers go out the the family of Helen.
Michael Smith - Axle
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I don't know what to say. I feel so sad and somehow
empty. For 44 months of war in Sarajevo, I loose a lot of my friends, some
yung and some even yunger. That was unbeliveable pressure, but since war
is over I hope that will only old people daying. But that was, obviously,
just my whish and only God knows his own ways.
I'm sorry if I sound confused, but I am and I could not
found words to expres my self.
God bless Helen.
*Salutes*
SiniÜa Vuleta - UPA_Vuleta
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I did Helens second test and she was in my squad
(Wraith) for about two days the hole squad new her well and we flew with
her on many occasions. She will be missed by all of us for a long time.
May your memory remain
Bye Helen
Michael Kenneth Smith - UPA_MKS18
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May your star be shining bright now & forever.
Until we can fly again my friend. Save some targets for me. I will miss
you & always have a spot for you in my T/I. You will never miss another
flight. I will fly for you my friend. Now & forever.
UPA_Samurai6
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*S* It is a sad day today, with the loss of such
a person that we all came to know. This should not of happened to such
a person, or anyone. My respects go out to the family.
Peter Grey - UPA_H72387
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It's always hard to find things to say on these,
this is the second one I've written on in about 3 months. :[
It seems that a lot more drunk driving incidents are
popping up everywhere. Sad sad sad :[
Well, see you on the flip side Pam
P. Morrison - KV_Pharao
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I didn't know Helen through very much direct contact-
we only flew once or twice and we didn't talk regularly. However, by what
I have read from her on the message boards and by her affect on so many
people, I can tell she was truly something special and will be missed.
I can only hope it is God's wish that we all follow her example of leading
a joyful, kind life. You will be in my prayers.
Richard Kirkendall - UPA_Brig
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All of us will miss you dearly Helen.. shine on bright.
Matthew Tétreault - FA_Metal
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I have no idea what to say. I really did not know
her to much personally but she was in my squadron for UPA. She was a good
pilot and treated the rest of us as equals. I am extremely sad about this
and my heart goes out to her family and friends. If any of them see this
and need to talk feel free ro e-mail me or icq me at 43170994.
Once again I am extremly sorry.
Jordan Chrystal - UPA_Geshtar
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What can i say after this. Anythink is to little.
You will always have have a place in my heart. I want to write more because
my english is terrible. But i thing a few words is enough to express my
fellings. Read my mind and you will hear my fellings.
Have peace there. But i am sure for this.
UPA_Alexander
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My moment of silence for a kind heart.......................................................
Daniel Brown
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Well I never knew Helen I dont believe i ever even
spoke with her, but as a pilot and as a equal I feel obligated to write
somthing. Her memory and soul will ever live along with the UPA. She was
a great pilot and her abbsence will be missed through the entire UPA. When
we lose someone it is like we lose a part of this clan. I believe this
clan is one of the most interconnected clan I have ever seen. We all respect
one another and treat eachother with respect and dignity. I believe that
this tragic event will bring the UPA even closer together.
Helen will your soul live on...
Michael R. Reynolds - UPA_B0N6
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I will miss you Helen ! it hard to get any words
but tnx for all ! May you rest in peace my dear !
Athanasios Ikonomu - UPA_Lamumba
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Many things have happened in the 9 months since i
first entered the online community and joined the UPA. The death of Helen
who we all knew as UPA_Pamela is by far the most tragic and upsetting of
them all. To Everyone who met her she was special. Always friendly and
willing to listen. She was cool and calm and reasonable when all others
were fighting or causing trouble. Always her company would bring a smile
to my face. We will miss her for an eternity but she will go on inside
the hearts and soul's of all who were privileged enough to meet her. I
am one of these lucky few and for that honor I am eternally grateful. This
website is a commemoration of her life. Any and all are welcome to send
me poems pictures and anything else they think deserves to be here to honor
a life so sorely missed. To her family and close friends we offer our condolences
and support if ever you would like to talk to us about Helen or anything
feel free to email me. Part of this community has died with Helen she was
an Inspiration to us. Goodbye my friend I shall keep you in my heart for
an eternity.
A life is Taken,
My heart is shaken,
My Hurt cuts deep,
For your eternal sleep,
Always my friend,
Your life will never end,
For in my soul i keep you here,
And in my heart i hold you near,
I will never forget,
Im in eternal debt,
I owe you know and forever,
For shining on my life and endevour,
You shined bright in life,
Through trouble and strife,
Now though you are afar,
You shine with the star's.
Luke Collins - FA_JENNtarr
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=( May you Rest in Peace My friend and God Bless
your Soul.
UPA_Dacia
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simera ematha gia ton apotomo xamo tis pamelas ke
lipithika para poli egoa ke i korimou .
tin gnorisame sto upa clup.
ta silipitiria mas stous gonis tis kai se oli tin oikogenia
tis ,tha tin apothimousoume ke emis para poli:((*S*))
Konstantinos Tsangalidis
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I am very grief stricken with the loss of one of
the best and nicest pilots in UPA. It hurts me to see that a freaking drunk
driver had to take a part of all of our hearts. UPA, may all of our matches
for the next war be dedicated for Helen, UPA_Pamela. May her body and soul
rest in peace with God. May she be well for the rest of eternity, with
this new life. So, as my last time to her, *K* Pamela.
椧¤æ Everybody, and especially
you Helen.
Captain UPA_Punkrulz
Beast XO
Out in peace.
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Words can't describe the sorrow everyone has to feel.
But to not try is for not so here goes:
I don't believe in one god. I do believe in heaven and
the plains of peace. Where there is no fear or pain but a since or happiness.
For Helen and her family and dear friends I wish for them the peace that
Helen must be in.
UPA_Kid
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Even if I didn't knew Pamela a lot, I still talked
to her on the main of the Rebel Base and in games. She was COOL and a person
that was nice to be with. I am under the huge surprise of the death of
a so kewl and lifefull person that it is hard to find words for it. I wish
her family the best of luck to "accept" her death even if it will be REALLY
hard to accept it. Well all this is to tell that Pamela/Helene was someone
i like to be with and that I will trully miss her.
BOSS_Berserker
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I have no clue what to say. I know from experience
that words are unable to fill the hole that a death leaves. May Helen be
happy where ever she is. Also, let all of us know that we may see her again.
Steven Schwab - UPA_Eclipser
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I only talked to Helen once, but she was very nice
and kind.
Fate plays cruel twists to those one loves so much.
UPA_Blitz
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We all became freinds by doing what we consider fun,
Flying. I meet you first when i was watching squall train you. I was amazed
as ever that you were making poor squall sweat at the joystick. Now i comes
through all this time to this. It is a sad day and it will be etched in
my mind forever. Your parents, i wish i could to something like write a
letter or something. The burden they must carry with them will be depressing
and I know you don't want to be always thought of in a depressing manner.
If i knew you personally boy i can't even imagine what it would feel like.
If i ever goto greece i will make it my upmost business to visit you....then
buy a whole garden of every known type of flower and tree for you. Then
maybe visit your parents becuase they be wondering what i was doing there.
There is nothing for me to lighten up the moment so i am sorry i have to
end in the sadest mood yet. In my 3 years on the zone and friends....you'll
be right up with Squall.
Huggs and kisses and much love from me
Chris Chiavario - UPA_Knight1
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I never knew Pamela really well, but I heard others
say many good things about her and I know she was a good person. My prayers
go out to her family.
UPA_WedgeantR2
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*S* UPA_Helen.. Though I never knew you, I pay my
respects. To UPA, know that EPEG will be here to help out, to support your
group. I and EPEG know the pain of the loss of a dear friend and loved
one. EPEG_G_Scanlon was my husband. But she's back home with God, and there
she'll find peace. I pray for you Pamela, and your family. Celebrate her
life. The joy she brought to you is her legacy, so let it shine. God bless
you all.
EPEG_WhiteWolf
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I am sorry that it is over for you on earth.. God
has called you up for grander things now... Life in Heaven in enternal,
and that is where you now live. I know you will always be there looking
down with the countless others who have passed on.
Lord_Mazer
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*Salute* It is a sad day for our community, Yet another
is called home. Let us not weep nor cry but rejoice in the fact that she
is now with God and we shall see her again in the by and by.
Darrell L Sulkowski - EPEG_Tai_shu
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This is diffuicult to put into words. Yesterday,
UPA seemed like just a place to meet some people and play some games. Today,
as I sit here with tears in my eyes, I realize just how much these people
mean to me. Helen was a good person and a good friend. She was always a
uniting and friendly voice of reason.
Helen, you will be missed. You will live on in our hearts
forever.
*S*
Marc Oburg - UPA_Tatze
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Although I never met Helen I still feel your loss.
With all the small bickering and infight between groups in our little XvT
world we all share one common trait. The need to gather with friends and
enjoy a great time.
So with that I bid adieu but pass this on to all of you...
Keep your head held high,your eyes on the road and memories
in your heart. And those you care for will live forever.
My prayers are with all of UPA and especially Helen's
RL family.
Robb "Siege" Reider-
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Helen, there are not enough words to decribe how
special u are. Leaving us so soon is a tragedy, but u are now in a better
place. U are a great friend, and I'll miss u very much.
May God be with Helen and her family, because losing someone
u love is always very painful. Especially someone so special as Helen.
Helen, i'll see u again someday. Until then, i'll keep
looking at the sky, and see u dance between the stars...
Cya later Helen... *S*
Raoul Corte-Real - UPA_Mechanic
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I am not a religous person, but at moments like these
all I want is for some higher power to comfort me and tell me it will be
alright. I have lost many friends and it is always the same ritual, I will
go to sleep that night and cry and blame. Blame goes out to anything within
reach, it may be accidental or not. Tonight I don't want to feel anger,
I want to feel the stirrings for activism to stop drivers from driving
impaired. I have lost many friends to alchohol saturated drivers and I
couldn't do anything about it, luckily our school does have something to
rid society of that killer. May Helen rise to the elesian planes where,
if I remember correctly from greek mythology class, she enjoy eternal happiness
and partying.
Sean Weeder - UPA_Jerriko
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Only flew against her once, this past Saturday to
be correct in XWA WoW. Very friendly she was, unfortunately, other than
that game we had never crossed before. I wish her and her family well.
BOSS_Draken
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I still feel so sad about all this - Helen, I enjoyed
the time we shared together - even if it was very little.
This clan has become much more to me than a simple website.
It's a point of contact, where friends are meeting.
It hurts to know that you won't be around anymore
Can't express how sad I feel.
God bless Helen and her family!
Ronny Bolzendahl - UPA_DonRon
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Another victory for those damn drunk drivers. This
will never stop? I have contacted Helen several times to encourage her
when she felt rejected by some stupid players. It wasn't a hard task because
she's always liked to be among us. She was (and she's still) a very good
UPA Pilot and I'm sure, a very nice person.
A new star is born then. Cya later Helen.
Rogue772
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Never thought it would hit this close. I've kidded
with her, learned from her. Read her bio which gave me inspiration to write
my own. She knew how to create a good story. She knew good sportsmanship.
Like a rose she knew how to bloom. Roses have always been the most beautiful
flowers. I find myself asking why. Much like asking why a Rose should fade
so much faster than a carnation. All I am left with is the memory of the
flower that shines above them all. God Bless and keep her beauty as all
I have now is the memory.
Thomas Prill
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I wish this would now be true... but it is... Crying
and praying is the last thing we can do...
I hope she's doing good in heaven... I'll miss you Pamela
=*(
William De Gryse - UPA_Zolex
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I didn't really know her, but I did see UPA_Pamela
on sometimes and as I was going through zone friends yesterday I saw the
name and though, oh well, haven't see her in a while, and then deleted
it, little did I realise how ironic a gesture this was. My thoughts to
her family, may you all find peace.
EPEG_Jedi_James
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I didn't know Helen but she shares the common bond
that all pilots do. I know she will be greatly missed by those who knew
her and those who didn't. I guess as a fellow pilot and a fellow greek
I'll end with this....
Eonia ti Mneeme...Eonia ti Mneeme...Eonia aftou ti Mneeme...
May your Memory be foever Eternal...
RWS_TheStuff
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*K* Helen..godspeed to you and goodbye my friend.
You will be greatly missed.
Let this be a lesson to us all. LEARN from this senceless
tragedy and understand what it means when you get behind the wheel drunk.
This could have been any dam one of us. If you want to truely honor someone
as great a person and as true of a friend as Helen was to us all...then
take the step to stop this idiocy. REMEMBER THIS DAY and think long and
hard the next time YOU hit the club.
Bob Frink - UPA_Grey23
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I dont have word to describe this loss. Once again
another individual is lost to stupidity. Helen's family has my deepest
regrets, for I too know the loss of a love one to something that could
of been avoided. God's speed for you are now in a better place.
Paul Terpening - UPA_Saltydog
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I flew with Helen on many occasions. She is as gracoius
as a person as she was a warrior. She always knew the right thing to say
when you were down on something. She may have lost a horrible battle. But,
where whe is right now, she has already won the war. God has made us all
better people by gracing her with us, even for the short amount of time
we all knew her. We can only learn from what happened, and move on. That
is what she would have wanted for us. *K*
A final *S*
Major UPA_Patton
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I didn't know you long or well, but as someone stated
before me we on the zone, in xwa and xvt. share something. And i believe
that accounts for this loss I feel.
My condelences to Helen's family, friends, and squadmates.
I have been staring at this screen for 30 mins. to find
something profound to say or just try to get this feeling I have into words.
All that keeps going through my mind is all the missed opportunities of
getting to know UPA_Pamela better. We all have more in common than I think
we realise. We are not just text in a chat room or gamers who like star
wars. It is so hard to explain what it is that binds us together, but this
tragedy shows me that there is something we share, even if we can't put
our fingers on it.
Joe LoRe - ROE_D_bigjoe
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Goodbye Helen. You will be missed.
Torsten Malm - UPA_Thor
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Helen, at every place you went you made only friends.
You were always friendly. You always wanted happy people around you and
you always made every people to be happy. You were there ready to help
everyone. Ready to talk to everyone. Ready to calm the pain of anyone.
You were an angel, and you will remain an angel. We will never forget you.
You will always live in our hearts. Your spirit will guide us.
O filarakos sou
Dennis Alexopoulos - UPA_Rockerus
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To Helens family, friends & loved ones. I wish
I were able to say something to ease your heartache, but I fear any words
I could say could not compare to your loss.
My thoughts go out to you all.
May you rest in the knowledge that she has gone to a
place where saddness & pain have no place, & where she may shine
down upon you all with her love.
John Pitchoford - EPEG_Dengar
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I didn't know UPA_Pam very well either, but she definetly
was one of the nice and humerous people in the zone, who i always was glad
to meet. But that's just a virtual reality. The loss for the people in
her real life, her family and friends must be enourmous, and i wish them
strength to cope with this situation. I stil can't belive it.
I am sorry, but I just don't find suitable words for
my feelings right now.
Good bye Pam. I will definately miss you.
Carsten Jankowiak - CRB_Ren
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This is a shock. I flew with/against her in the last
two WOWs and she improved tremendously. This is a great loss. Rest in peace,
Pam.
ASF_Hawke
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I am sorry about Pamela... I cant say I knew her,
but this has to come as a complete loss to anyone. I hope you all feel
better soon... :-(
Scott Lohbauer - SV_Emperor, from JK
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This is a very tragic loss, but I hope Helen is at
a better place now.
Dark_Optimus
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I'm sad,cause well,someone died.
I won't really miss her as much as some others because
I only said two things to here,and those only once:
"hi"
and
"k"
I've also missed the chance of another friend
Jon C. - UPA_Jon64
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Although I didn't know you for very long, it seems
I have known you for a long time. You were quick to befriend, you taught
me some things, you will surely be missed. My heart goes out to all her
family, and my prayers for your spiritual happiness. May you rest in peace...............
Joe - BoTS_Red_Knight
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::::::sniff sniff:::::: she was a good pilot...There
are to many deaths due to car accidents...I'm gonna miss tha gel...
Rory _ IAS_Tigger
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There is a new star shining in the evening sky -
a bright star
Farewell Helen, until our pathes cross again *S*
Mr. Desperado
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It was so nice to know another of the few females
who play on the zone. We someimes take for granted that our friends and
acquaintances will be here with us forever. I wish I had gotten to know
her better. She will truly be missed. Farewell and may peace be yours.
Miranda - TSE_Doublec/BoTS_Fem_Fatale
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UPA_Pamela was a great person, fun to be around and
made friends quickly with those around her. It pains me that someone so
full of life should have it untimely removed by one idiot who can't control
theirself. My condoloences to the family and friends of Helen. The world
has lost a good person.
Chris Mitchell - UPA_Garet_Jax
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¤K¤ As u allways said. But u deserve
some millions of ¤K¤.
I wish incidents like theese could stop.
¤K¤
UPA_Carlis
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Jeesh, sorry to hear about what happened. It bugs
me to see people I know and play with get hurt or worse. I am normally
not a religious person, but wherever you may be Pamela, rest easy. Such
a trajedy.
BOSS_Python
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my family and my Condolences and prayers go out to
Helen's (UPA_Pamela's)family yet another tragedy in this selfish screwed
up world
Scott Carney - ISS_GA_LOKI
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Never is it so travestetic than when one dies young.
I didn't know Pamela Per se, but I played her many times. I know I speak
for everyone in TFA when I offer my deep condolances to her family and
all who knew her. I know her loss will be felt throughout the entire XvT
community as is visible because of all these kind posts. Rest in Peace
comrade.
TFA_Ginyard_T_R
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Ohh my god! WHY? WHY? Why she?
I can't find the right words to explain my feelings.
I'll miss her humor, her joy for life and her kisses. She had always a
good word for everyone. She was the good soul of our clan.
Helen i'll miss you. The space on my wing will be not
the same without you.
I'll love you always. A last big *K* for you.
In deep teariness
UPA_Starshell
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In the name of RSF, we are all gonna miss you. I
have no idea what to say and I dont think the rest of RSF do either, it
has come as such a terrible surprise to all of us. Our prayers will be
with Pamela/Helen over this mournful period and great time it will take
to get over this tragedy. It is unlikely any of us will, she had a great
place in all our hearts.
A final *S* to Pamela from myself on behalf of RSF
RSF_Gunner
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Hi...I flew against you and you were a reall challenge
in the Wow. My team and your UPA team put up a good fight and it was really
challenging. Well best wishes to where ever you end up but that will hopefully
be heaven.
God Bless You and Your Family
Most Importantly Rest In Peace ~¤§¤~
WSQ_Tycho
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I am very sorry about the loss and I find myself
at a loss for words. Life makes so many unexpected turns and some of them
end in tradgedy.
I knew her on the Zone as a friend, who I talked to every
now and then, she was always her cheery self and always smiled. I am sorry
that she no longer is with us, and if it means anything, I wish her happiness.
I wrote a little something in her honor, not much, but...
Memories of the past something that grabs our minds.
Yet the future holds so much more.
The roads twist and turn, our word it binds.
Out there, a world waiting to explore.
A separation is not the end of a friendship.
As long as the heart remembers always.
The footsteps we carried in companionship.
And feelings that follow us through separate ways.
No one can predict the future.
No one can change the past.
Distance a disease with a cure.
May not be easy, yet love can last.
Although this is goodbye, it wonÆt be so.
A journey such as this is sensitive to the mindÆs touch.
Just like footsteps in the sand, wherever we go.
Take care Helen.
Vinnie - VMP_DarkKnight
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We teamed up once during XWA WoW, she was a fantastic
pilot and wingman. She knew to give a compliment after the match and I
gladly returned the favor. We made a great team during that time and I
will keep that etched in my mind until the day I die. When I die I wish
to fly as her wingman one more time. I feel privileged to have winged with
Helen and while her physical presence is not here with us, her spirit lives
forever with us.
Khan Iqbal - UPA_Zorak
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UPA_Pamela was one of the my best friends. She will
be always in my heart ....
Why sometimes the life must be so bad? Why?
*sigh* *sigh*
From UPA_Speed_399 To UPA_Pamela:
GOODBYE HELEN.
Franco Burlone
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I'm sorry to hear of this, I know I went thru something
similar like this not too long ago, although, it wasnt as devastating.
I didnt know Pamela much just that she got plenty apraise whenever she
came on, too bad I didnt get the chance or even make the effort to talk
to her. At least there is no pain and a better place awaits for you, Helen.
Good luck and Godspeed to Helen and Helen's kin. May God rest her soul
and comfort and help her family.
Sarah O'Connor - LadyViper
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I didn't know her well, I only flew here a few times,
but I met her as fun loving and really excting person to fly with or against!
I bet her personality and they way she lived was the same, and she must
have been a great person. We have lost a really good person, and I can't
believe she is gone. Let's pray for her soul, and that her family can get
past this trying time. God bless, and God Speed Helen.
Aldrich Gamboa - EFS_ADM_AJG
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i am so so so sad to hear of this, i mean, one day your flying with a pilot the next i mean, sheesh, well, sorry to c ya go helen, but hey, from what i hear, your place in heaven is secure, Rest in Peace
__JediCorran__
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Well Pam was a great pilot and even better person/friend. I flew with her many times. Besides the sadness i also feel great anger. Those damn drunk drivers...haven't they cause enuf tragedy? May you rest in peace Helen. We will NEVER forget you...Your memory will live on.
Mo(UPA_FaceLoran)
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im sorry to hear such a terrible thing happen. She was a very nice person as i noticed on the zone. It was a pleasure to fly and talk with her. I'm sure the zone will miss her very much.
DaRk_ZaNg
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Indeed we are all in a period of shock and mourning. We have lost one of our own. UPA will never be the same without her in it. But she will be in the hearts and trigger fingers of all of us. She will be flying with us and a part of UPA forever. Fly on dear friend. You will be missed.
*S*
UPA_Evil
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At a time like this, I have a loss for words. To be perfectly honest, it's been a bad time for me... and this makes it worse. Tonight, tomorrow, and so many other tomorrows, Helen will be in my prayers. I can only hope that this tribute to her memory will make here happy wherever she is now...
True enough, I might have talked to her one or two times, but countless other times, I saw her on the zone, and many of the things that she said were so funny...
My only hope is that this will help save others like her, from a similar fate. One last one for dear Helen...
*S*
URA_Tarrkin
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Your death has shocked and upsetus all, you will be sady missed, may you fly bright and high with the angels. *S*
Aero, BOSS_Aero, UPA_Aero
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I regret that I did not have the opportunity to fly with you in my short time that I have been in UPA. Nonetheless it is clear that your friendship and skills were appreciated and important to your wingmates. You will sorely missed and your name remembered with pride.
May you always keep your wings level and your six clear.
Very Respectfully,
Mark Genung aka RogueOne
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Pamela was a friend of mine that I met recently on the Zone. She was a good pilot and also a loving and caring person. I wish I could have gotten to know her better. She will be sorely missed on the Zone. On behalf of WLP, I sent out our condolensences to the family and friends of Helen. May God comfort you in your time of sorrow and doubt. See you in heaven Helen.
WLP_G_Valkyrie
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I didn't know Helen that well. In fact, I only knew her as UPA_Pamela. I could tell just by talking with her that she was a very likeable person, one that I only wish I had taken more time to speak with. May she rest in peace and always look over us.
RWS_Homicide
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I never new her, for I am new here; but I think this is a tragedy and I wish the best for her family, friends and squad mates!! Let the memory of her that you all have live on!
Bye Helen
RSF_Eclipse
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Pam, I dont know what to say. This is all came to be quite quickly. I had lost a good friend of mine back on November 27th to a car accident, and it doesn't seem like things ever let up on themselves. Still, I'll remember you as I do my bud. I'll remember the wow matches, and the main transcripts. Even though you left us suddenly, I put my thoughts for you, knowing that you have gone to a better place. As I always do each and every morning before dawn, I'll be looking up to Venus, the Evening Star in the West. - K36 -
GNR_Kartah
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Our prayers are with her and her family and friends. After 2 years in this game, I have made close friends with some of my pilots, spoke on phone as well. I have not lost an on-line friend and hope it never happens. I have lost loved ones befor however, and know how it feels. Helen, I'm sure, would want us all to go forward in life, with maybe more caution as we step. One can never predict what will happen. Each of us, every day makes a choice on what to do next.
I'm sorry the man had to have one more drink befor driving.
I did not know Helen, but this touches not only her on-line friends, but in some ways will effect all of us.
The Lord will take care of her.
DRF Viper
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I must admit I only knew Helen as UPA_Pamela, and only had words once or twice, but my heart still goes out to her and her family. Remember the good times you had together, and keep her memory close to your heart and she will never be truly gone.
NIR_Adam60
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I never got to know pamela as much as i would have liked, i had only fought her in WoW. It is always difficult to see a person lose their life to something that can only be described as a true tradegy. All i can really say is god bless you Helen, and may god bless you in the most pleasant way possible, and may your family be blessed with the gift of having you as their niece, daughter, and loved one. God bless you Pamela.
DaRk_SpYdEr9
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I regret not actually speaking to you Helen. On the zone I saw you activily in conversations with others on the main chat. You seemed to be a kind and caring person, full of good humor. Words cannot express what should be said to console everyone who knew and loved you, Helen, so I will not try. May you live well Helen, in everyone who knew, respected, and loved you.
High Master Rennsu of the Jedi Council
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It's sad to hear of anyone leaving their life prematurely. I believe I flew here once or twice, but it's too bad to hear of yet another loss to drunken driving. Let this be a message to all who live on not to drink and drive!
EFS_Admiral_Predator
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I never relly knew here I played her once and got my butt kick.
Rest in Peace
IRN_LoneWolf
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I am a very lucky person to have known Helen. She always said hello when I saw her online. I will miss her very much, on the zone, and in my heart.... May she rest in peace
ROE_Luke
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It' always sad to hear of the death of a fellow XvT pilot. When I was just a newbie too the XvT, a pilot and friend of mine in The Jedi Revolution died. Her name was Litha and I think about her from time to time usually around the holidays. I am not sure if I ever met Helen, but just the same I know she will be missed.
~V~ ( ASF Salute )
To UPA_Pamula
"May the journey you have taken be a most pleasant one"
ASF_Overtime
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You were only a part of my life for a short time but I'll always remember you as a bright spot on the zone. You always had a nice word aftr a game and I always felt I learned lots from our competitions. I wish your family comfort during these difficult times. I'm a better person for knowing you and you will never be forgotten. Fly high Pamela wherever you are now. You're in my prayers.
Anthony C Mackaronis (WLP_M_AMack)
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From the short time I knew her, Helen was nothing more than a tremendous friend to everyone she met. When my son was born, she went out of her way to contact Dennis for me to tell him the news, and that has made a lasting mark in my mind. She spoke her mind on issues that concerned not only her, but her friends who didn't want, or couldn't find the words to stand up for themselves. She has made the experience of belonging to a gaming club worth the while many times over.
Now look around at the people she has touched. Some knew her well, others knew her only by reputation. It is apparent that even a brief encounter with her touched a spark down deep in many, many people around the world. That in itself speaks volumes as to the kind of person she was.
Helen will be missed by many; family, friends, online and off. I truly hope the family will someday view this page and witness how many people she has touched. She physically may lie, but she is now truly one with the force.
*S*
UPA_Bunkster
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Helen
I cant begin to express the feelings that the other posts here have. I have only flown against you once in a wow, but nonetheless i would like to express my grief. I hope you are in a better place now, and I wish your family and friends the best of luck in these difficult times.
OSS_Reverb
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I never knew Helen, but losing someone is a harsh thing. It even strikes me even know she is a a stranger to me. I never liked alcohol and may this be a lesson to everyone. From what I hear, she is just like my girlfriend. Caring, friendly, can get along with anyone. Everyone knows that she is in a better place.
Joe Matthews
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The world will miss this bright and always cheery person. I would have liked to winged her more often. She will brighten heaven beyond belief...
*S*
UPA_Drewid79
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Im sorry for this terrible terrible loss, im sure she was a good person and a great friend, i hope she will have a happier life in the wild blue far in the sky.....
Alex (RSF_R_Corran)
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My god.....another. I have attended many funerals where i live as of late. I wish i could be at this one.
Pamela was in my memory a kind and caring person. She kinda "lit" up a zone chat. And she kicked my tail in Z's, i will always remember that.
The hopes and well-wishes of the entire WLP go to her family and friends. May we all find comfort.
Admiral Maniac of the WLP
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We in the Rescuers Of Endor share in the grief of the family and friends in this sad time. From what we understand,the Zone has lost a good pilot and friend to many. May we all look to the stars and remember,she is now truly flying with an angel on her wing...
General Maniac of the ROE
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I am very sorry this has happened to a very nice person. May she rest in peace and her family gains the strengths to overcome such a loss. I lost my brother from leukemia and it took me a good 5 years to return my life to normal. May you gain strength in faith that she is in good hands with GOD.
Victor Mux
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Words can't describe my thoughts... so I'll just say we miss you Helen :_[
OSS Syntax
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This goes out to all that knew UPA_Pamela, I cannot begin to put into words what all of you must be feeling, so i wont. But when a loved one gets taken away from you, it leaves an open wound that will take a long time for it to heal. Draw strength from the fact that she will be watching over all of you always, and that she may be gone from this life and world, remember that she is in a better place. I personally didnt know her well, I seen her in passing. From all of us at CRK, we pray for the family and friends of Pam. May God bless all of you with the strength and love to overcome this terrible tragedy.
CRK_KYREALEAN
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A french poem for Pam, her family and her friends:
"Tu seras dans nos coeurs € tout jamais"
"Je verserais des larmes de tout mon corp"
"Qui abattu de douleur par ta mort"
"S'enfuit dans la nuit € tout jamais"
Nicolas Tiran (UPA_Geronimo)
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A big *k* to #1 girl in the UPA.
A sad day it is. Loss comes like a thief when the news is read.
Good bye my friend, 'til we meet again.
Pamela Mitchell (UPA_ShadeJax)
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R.I.P.
Keep flying till we all meet again in heaven.......
_999_Supaplex
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We spoke about my Police work from time to time, and its gives me a little hope to know that I will do my best to stop Drink Driving. Helen this time I will have a personal reason to undertake my job and that gives me great pleasure. This time ill do it for you.
Regards
Simon aka UPA_FatBiffer
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I am sorry to hear of your passing . It is always tragic when one so young is taken in the prime of their life...
_181_NTaker
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very sorry to hear about this tragic event knew Pam from many a chat on the main at Reb base she will truly be missed!
EFS_GA_Nejaa_Halcyon
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I didn't know Pam, but when a tragedy like this happens, you have to feel a sympathy for friends and family alike. Things like this just make you value your own good health, because you never know when it could be you.
God bless you Helen, and Rest In Peace
My deepest sympathies to friends and family.
EFS_jonnybfern
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I am not one of your personnal friends Pam but I remember your great skills, your friendship spirit and I want you to help us from where you are, to allow the world to become a better world, be our angel! Respectfully, from all DEF members. The Dragons will always have you in their hearts.
DEF_SoVReiN
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I didn't know you too well other than the fact I think I used to always hit on you on the main. I must say I felt a sense of sadness when I saw the post about this on BSC. God bless you, your family, and your friends.
DarkGnome/RogueKnight
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Oh man, what a loss.....It just goes to show how fragile life really is.
Rest in peace Pamela.....all our prayers are with you.....
Breda, The Netherlands
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Pamela,May you rest in peace and may God protect your family.
**S** UPA_Pamela
Pascal van Elck ( TFA_Defflynn)
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I am really sorry for your loss. She is in a better place now. God bless Helen and her family.
OSS_TheDream
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Is always sad to lose one u love, and my thoughts will go with u and ur family.
Even that i didnt get to know u well, we did have some fun times together, and those memeries will keep u with some of us forever.
Bye Helen.
Icey
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Like most of you, I never knew Helen very well, but now I wish I had. It's always hard for us when another of our numbers dies; but she is in another place now, where there's no sorrow or pain, but where God himself is with her, and is the very Light of her every new day. She sounded like a wonderful, outgoing person, with something bright to say to everyone and anyone she would meet, and always full of life. People like this will always be missed, but I am sure that when we all go to the same place she did, we will be in her company again, and this time not just over a computer system, but, face-to-face, able to know her better, to know what she was really like. I shall look forward to that day; in the meantime, farewell Helen!
In the name of all of TIAS, I salute you, UPA_Pamela: the newest star in the galaxy. Farewell.
Brandon J. Adams - AKA TIAS_Darksaber
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I didnt know her very well, but what i did know of her, she was a good friend to those that gave her the chance. She will be missed deeply......
Undertaker (Cary)
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Cya Helen it was an honor to knew you. I will miss you. I loved when we spoke. May the god be with you and may you will see us by your eyes and tell us a last Good Bye...
Good luck to the Helen's family...
I am sure she will become an Angels...
Our Pray is for her
AOD_Mitch_Vader
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Helen My thoughts go out to your family in real life and on the Zone. EPEG has had to suffer the loss of one of thier own it my be tough but may Helen be remembered as we remember our founder the Late Kevin Scanlon. God bless her soul and may she find peace in the next world.
A final Salute to You, UPA_Helen
*S*
Honor in all we do.
Brian Wagnon aka EPEG_Wildman
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I am sorry for her family and her UPA family. My prayers are with her familes.
God Bless and God Strength'
Aaron Achatz- RAWP Airow
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I've flown with and against Pamela a few times, she was a nice person, sad to see her go......the Dragons will remember her
DEF_AllAlone0
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I heared about Helen's accident yesterday and I am veryvery sorry. I met her only a fiew times at the zone and flied with her some times but this fiew moments where I met her I saw that she was a phantastic girl. She was friendly and helpfull everytime. It was really a shock to hear about this. I also spoke with many other pilots of the zone and WLP and she was really famous and everyone liked her. It's a dark time for the whole zone. Everyone is missing her. My prayers are with her and her family. She will be missed!!!
Hamos Kadorto [WLP]
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I would have posted earlier but I just now got over the shock and anger of the news. This has brought many bad memories back for me. A few years back I had 3 friends killed in a car accident because of a drunk driver, so I can imagine some of the pain, anger, and the total feeling of loss that both her family and here online friends, both UPA and non UPA. I can only give you all my thought and prayers, as does all of USA. I knew Helen for a brief time before her death. I wouldn't say we were good friends but we chatted on occasion. I will remember her for here skill(she always kicked my butt), her spirit, her willingness to help others, and how she has touch so many lives in this world. my heart will not be the same for a long time to come.
The wierd shadows of the night change their form. Where once I saw friendly night-time figurines, I now observe villains. Then the light disappeared entirely. There I stood, enclosed in a coffin of darkness. Valiantly I struggled to find my way. Stumbling over my own feet. I fight to enter the zone of blessed peace. Yet, still darkness drapes itself about me. I am afraid. I know not where to go.
Then a gentle voice speaks. As the words, "Fear not my child" softly fade, I see a hand reach out. I accept its help. Ahead I once again see light. I turn to thank him. He is smiling lovingly down upon me. I know that I am home. My guide holds me, telling me never to leave. I know I won't. The one who died for ma has just brought me into life. I shall never depart. My heart is safe. From now on, I shall be free from the shadows. Free in his light.
My prayers are with you all. God bless,
Jason Salters - USA_Salty4U
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Even though I didn't know her. I hope she is in a better place now. I send my regards to her family. With this I write a verse to a great poem.
"Come to me"
A Golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best.
Peter J. Robinson (WLP_C_perobins)
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Miss you......
*K*
UPA_Baron
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I really enjoyed that game we made in last XWA WoW...
You will be missed...may the force be with you...always.
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TFA_Fossa
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its funny, how things happen so quickly... its funny how people can hate each other in this world, its funny that wars take place, its funny, isnt it... and then when something like this happens...all of that seems childish, why is our world like this...and why does it take something like this to realize we should grow up... ñºñRest in Peaceñºñ
OMEGA_CORONA
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*S*
Rest in Peace and May the Force always be with you.
IIS_Phantom
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Pam was always the happiest person on the zone. Whenever she would join a game I was in I was always glad. I hope she may rest in peace. May the Force be with her and her family. ñºñ
TSE_Wicket
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I had only flown with her a few times, but she seemed very cool. It is very sad that bad things always happen to good people...I hope things work out for her family and friends...
James K. Holmes III - WLP_Doomsday
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*S*
I have no words that can express my saddness at the loss of Pamela. Though I never had the pleasure of meeting her, her loss will be always remebered. For whenever we lose one of our own, we lose a part of selves.
To Helen's Family:
May time and the knowledge that Helen will always be watcing over you bring you peace.
All my love and empathy to those who mourn her loss.
EPEG_King (John Klamer)
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*S*
Helen was always cheerful and joyous when I talked to her. Also an excelent wingman where I lost a few games with Dakk Warborn. She was a constant poster on the Open Message board with a good response to everyone's messages. May she have the best of time commanding a squadron wherever she is.
UPA_mameluke
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I've only flown with her twice, she was a really nice girl.
I would've liked to fly with her again.
Jose Morales UPA_SDWMSTR
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Go in peace, and I'm sure you are in a better place.
TSE_Maverick
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I didnt know Hlen but I do know the pain of loosing a close friend. On behalf of MPG I would like to offer my condolences, and personally say I'm sorry this had to happen, even though I never knew her i know she is awaiting loved ones in heaven. *S* ~Long Life and Honor~
MPG_Knife
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I only saw her once but all I have to say is I've seen such things before...I never liked ever seeing it...and I know all people deserve to go out with a tribute...I think she would be very deserving of this...Good luck UPA. May her heart be with you all
RSE_BlastEm
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even though i didn't know Helen-UPA_Pamela much (i winged her once, hell of a pilot) i know she will be missed much.
UPA_Wedge327
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Only talked to her once or twice on the Zone. Still i wish to express my sympathies with friends and family.
Clear skies Pamela
ROE_Sabretooth
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I never actually knew her like some of you did. But I did fly with her and she was one of the best. My heart goes out to her and her family. This must be very hard for them. God bless you Pamela. UPA just wont be the same without you.
Formerly UPA_Rath
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I met UPA_Pamela as she just joined UPA, and as this is all sad enough, I dont know what I can post :(, well, *sigh*, I got the luck to fly her several times, she was a great pilot!
I even stil have a screenshot of a WoW 2vs2, Pamela and Corran71 and ArchVile and me......*sigh*
*S* UPA_Pamela
RSF_Mac
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Didn't know her as a friend really, but the few times I saw her she was nice and friendly. Sad to see her go =(
btw, don't drive drunk ppl...
LSF_Rapier
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I had the privilege of flying a WoW match with Pamela in what was only my second WoW ever. Never did talk to her much, only the once or twice, but I'd like to say it is a sad day and may she rest in peace.
We salute you.
LSF_Alpha_Draconis
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May you rest in peace Helen, and yes, we kicked ass in the last WoW!
*S*
Briant Tam - LSF_Wongtam
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*º* Well , what can I say ? I didn't get to know Pamela well , but from what I know of her she was a good person ... Always happy , and always kickin' butt when someone made her angry ...
REST IN PEACE MY FRIEND
*salutes*
TMA_Revelator
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*S* Pam, I haven't flown with you that many games but I remember em all. Well it was nice knowing you.May the force be with you, always.
TFA_Drice
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I was one who in fact did know helen, we flew a few matches together and, on the night of the accident, I flew a match with her. she was a kind, careing person and the drunk who slammed his car into her should burn for it. I only knew Helen for around 3weeks and for some reason I had a feeling of impending doom. In fact I had a dream a week ago in whitch a friend who i didnt recognize died.
ñºñ
May your star shine brighter then All the rest...
Roguefly
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God Speed helen.......
*S*
TSA_Booster
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It is with a heavy heart that I post here. I fought against Pamela in a few WoW matches, and found her to be an honorable and very capable pilot. The UPA have lost a fine mate, and the Zone was lost a fine person. May she find peace in the next life.
CRK_BloodStain
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I came here to post as soon as I knew the news. She was the pilot that recruited me into UPA. I dun really noe what to say but i am here to pay my respects to her.
Sadly,
Glenn( UPA_Glenn1)
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Myself and Mutt never knew her but WE are here to pay respect to a fellow player abd a for Mutt A squad mate he never got to meet.
MY SHE REST IN PEACE
*S*
BOSS Abtakha and UPA Mutt
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I Had The Honor to fly with her in a wow , man that was fun she gad a great sense of humor. You will be miss. Rest in Peace Pam. ~V~
ASF_Valorum
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i only met pamela, helen, a few times, flying y-wings in wow. she was so pleasant to fly with and that we named our ships "greekfire" in her honor that wow. from now on we will continue to fly greekfire, as long as i am blessed to continue where she was once. it is sad to say good bye so soon.
jimbeaux neutrineaux (XWA_neutrineaux)
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I am so sorry to hear about that. I beat it is devistating to have a member pass-away. Sorry again, and she'll be watching over for everyone!
Jessica
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Maybe it's just the way it is...
And i gotto let myself go just to lose all my frustrations.
I'm a person very straightforward as almost anyone who ever talked to me knows. So let me be straightforward this time.
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The guy who was drunk should burn in hell and i want him to die as slow as possible. Don't EVER let me see one of you drunk on the road cause i'll kill you my-fucking-self!
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May Hellen rest in peace, may the drunk driver rest in pieces. May her soul go to heaven. She was a great person and a great pilot on internet.
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I'll miss you girl.. Life sucks sometimes but it sucks even more when you don't life no more..
Everyone remember this shit.. NEVER go on the road with alcohol as it burns lives. Hellen is just one of over 10.000 people who die in car accidents every fucking year.
Remember this damn example of alcohol abuse and put it deep inside your fucking brains.
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My condolances to anyone who liked Pammie..
And if i offended any drunk.. fuck him
Duke out.. cya in Heaven Hellen...
UPA_Duke (Bas Kruik)
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I never knew her as wel as some, but she was a great pilot, and was always very kind to me during my brief stay in UPA.
Daniel(Former UPA_TomServo)
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I didnÆt have the chance to get to know her well; I did have the honor of playing her in some games. My condolences on this tragedy I only wish I could have known her better.
RWS_Prowler
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Me and Helen . Me and UPA Pamela . Well the Future is never certain, But To live and be Loved by Others well that is the Only way to live !! Your Name will live on ,so will your memory you Touched the Hearts of So Many ,that You will never Know How much you Mean`t to all of us !! Your Family must Take comfort in that they were not the only ones to Love Their Daughter ,But the Burden and Grief of Your Loss is greater than I or Anyone could Ever Know !!
All that is left to say is a phrase commonly used when we lose a Pilot in the RAF !! A.D.U !!
Angels. Dance . Upwards . !!!
Michal Edwards / Motha_Ackbar
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I guess i can't say much about her, since i never met her. But i know the squad UPA to be a squad of highly honourable people in it, and so, Helen must've been one as well. It is not often i see women on the zone, and therefor this woman must've been something utterly special. i pay my respects to the family, and a prayer will be sent to her from all of us.
PHOENIX_ODIN
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What can I say? I only knew you briefly, Pamela. I played a WoW match with you, and at the end of it, we sat chatting for about an hour. It was great getting to know you in that brief time. I know how much of an effect on people you had in the zone, and you will be missed. See you around someday,
LSF/DJM EvilGrin
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I didn't know Helen, but she was a part of the XvT community and will leave a big hole that can't be filled.
My prayers will be with her family and friends...
*º*
EFS_LtCmd_Emil
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I knew pamela from playing her a few times, she was a good pilot and a great person. I just wish things like this didnt happen, seems this year is not a good one for members of the zone, remembering the accident with Talon and Viper, sadly this one was fatal =(
We all miss you pam, condolences go to her family and close friends who must really be feeling it
OMEGA_ANUBIS
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I must admit i only knew Helen as UPA_Pamela but i feel the loss as if i knew her as my own sister. My heart goes out to all of her family and friends and may peace find a way into the hearts of all of the people so hurt by her departure.
Chris Baetz (CHA_Replacement)
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I only knew Helen as UPA_Pamela, and not very well at that. I'd only played her once, and I knew she was a very good person from that one game. She will be deeply missed, and leave an unfillable hole in all our hearts. Helen, you will be forever missed....
_NRN_R_Proton
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I did not get the pleasure of meeting UPA_Pamela, but from what i have heard she was a rare person. I have however been in the same position that many UPA players are now in and if anyone of you need to talk i am open ears.
_NRN_R_Seinar
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I dont think that I really spoke to you very much, but i think that I flew against you once. I am so sad, it is terrible when someone that you know (even just a little) is killed.
Rest in Peace Pamela :( God bless you.
TRA_SLAM
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My message is from the heart... may god bless and keep you, and all others around you and who loved you. I had flown a few late nights with UPA_Pamela. We had a great time. She was one who would touch the heart. You will be gteatly missed..... my love to you and your family....
God bless you UPA PAMELA
RBL_Crysania
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Clear skies and safe flying.
Gavin 'Perseus' Lister
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My wife talked greatly of Pamela although I only talked a few times with her. You will be missed.....
God Bless Pamela
RBL_Caramon
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I am very sorry to hear about your squadmember..UPA_Pamela, I didn't even know her that well and I was sad to hear it.. IFW has taken a moment of silence for her.
IFW_Lightning
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all i can say is this...i feel horrible just thinknig about this. I don't know how UPA feels. I never met her and i wish i would have from reading the above messages. UPA sometimes people may joke you, but right now everyone is your friend. You have my deepest and sincere regrets. And I speak for IFW Talon Squadrona and IFW when i say this. Rest in Peace UPA_Pamela may you live in our hearts and be our guide as we fly along side each other each and every night.
IFW Myn Donos
Talon Squadron XO
*S* Good-bye Pamela and Good luck UPA
IFW_Myn Donos
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We are very sorry to have heard of the death of UPA_Pamela, May she rest in peace eternally in Heaven above.
IFW_Maverick
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I'm very sorry to hear what had happened.... I wish her family and UPA luck in the future. I'm sorry this message is so short but right now I am speechless. Rest in Peace Helen. And to the rest of you in UPA, "May the Force be with you."
XWA_Pakman
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I first met UPA_Pamela on the first day that I started playing Xwing vs. Tie on the Zone. I flew in a melee against her and 2 others. She kicked everyones butt. The thing that left a lasting impression about her was that she was very graceful about winning. She gave me some complements and some pointers that I have used to improve my game.
I had the honor of flying with her on a pick-up melee one weekday morning and after we won that game, she said that she remembered me and complemented me on how my game had improved. She seemed like a great person to know and I think the pilots of UPA should consider themselves blessed for having the opportunity to know her the best. I truely hope that she is worshiping at the Lord's table as we speak. People with hearts like her truely belong with God.
CK_Nyteraven
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I never knew her but I know what it is like to lose a love one and a good firend I would like to tell ever one who knew her "Sorry for your lost".
Josh"Skykiller"Willams
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I first met Helen (UPA_Pamela) in a WOW match. I was impressed by her flying skills and she even practiced with me and helped me improve my skills. After that we became friends and chatted when we saw each other. As I entered BSC I was shocked beyond words when I noticed that she had lost the most critical fight, the fight for life. As I scrolled down I couldn't believe my eyes. I couldn't keep tears from coming and I completely lost my will to fight for a long time. I couldn't believe that such a wonderful woman could have this happen to her. I still can't believe she is gone, but I pray and know she is in a better place. A place among the stars. Helen, if you are looking down from above right now, please hear my prayer. You will not be forgotten! I dedicate my website to you, Helen, for you honor, your grace in winning, and your wonderful attitude (so kind and willing to help others improve). I'll miss you.
-HawkBat
ASF_HawkBat
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I had the pleasure of flying Pamela on a few occasions and chatting with her on many more. Sadly her loss has created a hole that can never be filled. She was one of the coolest people i knew. May her star shine brightly and never fade and may it give birth to a full solar system gleaming with as much life as she had when she was with us.
PHOENIX_ANAKIN
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If you ever read this Helen, I just want to say that everyone at UPA will miss you especially me. Although your physicial presence is not here with us, your spirit lives deep within your family, friends, and those of us who remember you in UPA.
UPA_Cisco
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well it's sad to hear of these stories, a friend of mine, another pilot, has just died too. I'm in a very bad mood now, and I dunno what to say, but I promise you, Hellen, i'll fly and win for you the next time. May the Force be with you, always.
LSF_Rage & 999_Rage
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